Posted by Tina1 on May 29, 2000, at 21:35:03
In reply to Re: Hope????, posted by andrew on May 29, 2000, at 17:44:55
You see, I did it again. I never meant to make anyone feel as though they couldn't talk about their feelings, dark, suicidal or otherwise. I'm sorry I made you all think that YOU depress me, you don't. It's just the hopelessness that I see in the world everyday and on this site. There is just too much that needs to be done and no time to do it. I can't do it, fear grips me too tightly. Please go on with your babble without worrying about me, I'm not really worth it, truly. There are people a lot worse off than me (just ask boBB about some of the stuff he knows) I am ashamed of myself, I won't waste your time any longer. Thank you all and I'm sorry.
> Tina, this board is such a small corner of reality, but it can be like a pheremone, or DNA in a PCR test - one little particle seems to amplify many times over.
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> All this suffering was going on a long time before our generation got its day in the sun, and its gonna go on long after we are gone. I like hanging out with those who want to kick at the darkness till it bleeds daylight. I say kick it when you can and lay in the sun when you will. As for me, I have black drapes an a few of my walls, but no curtains on my big windows. For what thats worth. Maybe we just talk more here about the downside of things, like a hospital sees more sick people.
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> - andrew, aka boBB
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