Posted by CraigF on May 5, 2000, at 13:18:11
In reply to Re: HELP!! Adding Riperidone to help Serzone, posted by Cam W. on May 5, 2000, at 7:35:19
CamW:
Thanks a million for responding. I am so afraid of dabbling in deeping drugs such as APs...My grandmother is Schizophrenic and I've seen her medicated and non (we nearly lost her to NMS). With a bi-polar dad and depressed mom, I'm always looking over my shoulder. Is this my doc trying to tell me something without upsetting me?I did some research and realized Risp. is a pretty serious drug, hitting all of the big three receptors. I worry of losing my imagination, energy, and my sense of humor (although that's been gone due to anxiety and depression for some time)I want to be able to make eye contact with my friends again.
My dreams have been strange the past two nights. Last night was probably the most horrifying, vivid nightmare (I was actually the AntiChrist)that I could not shake. Woke up several times and it returned to haunt me throughout the night (even my nine-minute snooze) Should I be concerned about this?
Also, what should I avoid in terms of recreational drugs? (i know the REAL answer), but I'm young and it happens every now and again. Ecstacy is most likely -- will that throw me over the edge?
I stopped posting here when I moved two months ago because I've been avoiding my computer. I don't recall your handle, but now you seem all over the place. Your thoughts are appreciated!
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