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Definately not stable yet...thanks everyone...

Posted by Janice on March 20, 2000, at 23:23:57

In reply to Re: Anyone know what STABILITY feels like? [help], posted by Noa on March 20, 2000, at 8:15:51

Judy, JanetR, Brenda, ChrisK & Noa,

This is good for my ego to see your responses, especially since no one in my real life is especially pleased with me the past couple of days.

The Dexedrine withdrawal is my idea. On a conscious level because I'm afraid this doctor isn't going to give me any on a regular basis. And maybe on an unconsciuos level, because I am worried about being flat and depressed. I was like this for a bit on Saturday and never before that. Before whenever I was depressed...I got fed-up, pissed-off, wound-up and then I went to bed--sometimes for 2 days. I'd rather be asleep than depressed, although sleeping makes depression worse in the long (and short) run.

Today I was an irrational monster again and feel guilty as hell. I've made an appointment with my p(doc) to ask him whether or not he ever plans to prescribe Dexedrine for me on a regular basis.

And Noa, I made an appointment with my GP for a thyroid test (sometimes I think I have the hyper??? one because all pills seem to make me lose weight). Thyroid problems are common with rapid cyclers and my mother has this problem--the woman who's fault I am. In my immature moments [when the active thinking part of my brain is busy elsewhere and me, the irrational mess is left] I blame her, in anger, for my life.

Thank you for your responses. Excellent description of stability Chris K. The absence of what most people would call 'self-obsession'. Depression has to be biology...screaming at us to take a look at ourselves, that something is drastically wrong.

peace to all of you, Janice


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