Posted by Brenda on March 1, 2000, at 9:37:39
In reply to Re: Too Late?, posted by Noa on February 29, 2000, at 19:36:48
> It was just that I noticed the times you posted and it looked like you were up all night. I myself had some sleep problems last night, but slept several stints of a couple hours each. I'm tired.
To Vesper - I've been following this conversation for about a week or so now. It seems to me nobody wants you to go anywhere, except maybe to the hospital to be safe. Your life sounds pretty chaotic right now, so it's probably best NOT to give up writing to these people who care about you so much. The contract thing doesn't sound too bad. It seems it would solve some of the dilemma here. Those folks who are pretty vulnerable right now - who care about you so much - would also feel safe, along with you. Seems like a win/win idea. Plus, if you've got a contract with those that care so much, it will mostly likely help you to take some added steps towards self-responsibility. Please be well.
To Noa & Janice - I've also been following your conversations with the others. You both have so much empathy and love for your friends here. I'm a little concerned about this lack of sleep. Is it your meds or maybe some kind of anxiousness? Please don't get too run down or tired. The BLACK HOLE (what I call depression) can sneak in real quick when we get really tired.
I hope I'm not being a nibnose. Sometimes those that take such good care of others need someone to look out for them too.
Take care, and let me know how you guys are over the next few days.