Posted by coral on March 25, 2004, at 16:07:09
In reply to Tell me again...?, posted by Racer on March 24, 2004, at 20:32:48
:::screeech, screech:::: as Alison said.... broken record warning!
With a hearty slap on the back, "Hey, if I can do it, anyone can!" said the person who is so rightly decked shortly after uttering these words.
IF someone could've told me there would NEVER be any improvement and my life as I was experiencing it (in hell with cellar demons gnawing on my soul), I would've bailed. (I'd figured out 187 ways.) However, no one could tell me that which left the alternative -- it could get better.
As far as your relationship w/your husband, in the last stages of my hell, my husband and I separated and papers had been filed for divorce. We were apart for a year.
Racer, you've heard all my agonies -- 11 docs, too many meds to count... incompetence upon inconsideration... until that magic moment, right doc, right therapist, right meds.
One reason to go on is that no one can tell you that it won't/can't get any better.
Today, life is worth living. I'm ecstatic w/my Wonderful Husband, work is meaningful, the cats are as onery as ever. A dear friend who has severe bouts of depression is also a gardener. In her depths, she plants something and says planting a seed or bulb is hope.
End of broken record....
Coral
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