Posted by pej on January 10, 1999, at 18:25:16
In reply to needhelp, posted by Rosalind Fiala on January 10, 1999, at 15:35:46
> I have tried suicide before and woke up in a state hospital where I was very afraid of the other patients, so I found myself saying whatever I had to to get out of there and did'nt get any help, now I'm finding myself at thatplace in my life again where I am afraid to go on living, and feel like crying all the time for no specific reason, I cant hold a job for more than three months at a time without getting fired and am very insecure I am 40 years old and have nothing to look forward to I have no family and no income. why should I be alive? I find myself wondering all the time, But I do believe in God and I wonder if i will burn in hell for eternity or if it's all just something they say to keep you here and suffering in this world.
>>Dear Rosalind,I often feel the same as you described and I have had those feelings off and on for as long as I can remember. There is support out there or if you would like to email me, I'd be more than happy and grateful to talk. I would be glad to give you my phone # or I could call you if you preferred. I am not a professional or anything but I can listen! Sincerely, Phil
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